“It’s pitch dark. The world moves on too fast. I’m the only one who’s limping on both legs. The path I must walk is endless.” – Run; Epik High

Eversince the PESA competition, I vomit whatever I eat. Not sure if all that is just because I forced it out of me. But I still do.

The thing is.. My stomach hurts. The pain shifts from left to right to center to left to wherever. It hurts. Plus there are times where I find blood after I pass motion.

Yes its not my style to reveal all these but, there’s no one to tell them to. It is my blog afterall.. And the pain and scare is taking over me slowly. I cant help it.

I don’t know what I should do.. I feel like in a total mess. I’m suffering all by myself, I don’t know who I should confide.

The thing is, if I don’t see the doctor soon enough..

Will I die?

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I think I misplaced my Love.. Where could you be?

Either that, or mom found it.

Oh well, life. It’s been quite some time since I last update. A lot of things happened, & thats life.